Okay, I’m leaving. I’ll be set apart in 1 hour and I wanted to say goodbye to all of you. I’m leaving in 12 hours, I’m ready, I’m excited, I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. I’m not a man of long speeches, but I want to thank you for all your support, strength and love you gave through all these months. I cried here, I laughed here and I fell here, but now I’m here saying goodbye because I’m leaving for my mission, I can’t believe.
The road is hard but we have our Heavenly Father, we have Jesus Christ, we have the Holy Ghost and we have each other. Thanks Tumblrstake for your support, I won’t name you one by one but you know I’m grateful for your love <3
I’m nervous now!!! And well, Andresa will be my admin during these 2 years, she’ll post info about me :D so if you need to ask me something and I don’t answer via e-mail, maybe she wil know why :)
This church is true, Jesus Christ lives and loves us, our Heavenly Father listens to our prayers and He won’t let us fall, NEVER. Respect each other, Love each other, Serve each other. I love you so much and I’ll be waiting your letters and e-mails!!
GOODBYE TUMBLR/TUMBLRSTAKE, this is my home and I’ll be back in 2 years, my friends.
Okay, today was my last Sunday at church. I bore my testimony and did almost 4 prayers xD in every class they asked me to do my “last prayer” :B and I repeated the words “Tuesday” and “Thanks” every 1 minute D: but it was an awesome day, even though my cheeks hurt for smiling too much xD
I talked with the brother of LDS Family Services and he told that I’m okay, and if I have any trouble on my mission I should talk to my President; he also gave me shoes :]. Other brother gave me money (yay xD) but it’s all for my mission :B and I received a lot of hugs!!
In the afternoon I went to a meeting of the YSA stake committee and my friend *Elder Riquelme* was set apart!! We are going to the MTC the same day (but different MTC) and then I went to a special fireside for endowed people, it was amazing and it was about Obedience :]. A friend gave me his tie (he was wearing it XDDD such a cool man) aaaaand I got home 30 minutes ago.
Now I have to pack more things and read and sleep and dksjdhwuisncs (sorry, I’m excited xD)
I’m more than ready!!!!! Tomorrow I’ll get on Tumblr for the last time at 5pm (3pm Utah time, I guess)
Bye people, and thank you for everything!!
THANKS FOR READING!
Please message me if you want it, because I’m leaving soon!
EDIT: Of my mission, of course xD
Shirts, trousers, ties, socks everywhere. I almost slept completely covered with clothes!
I’m back at home. I spent an amazing week at the Temple in Santiago!
And I bought a lot of things, I need to buy a couple of things more and I’m ready. My mom is fixing my shirts <3 because I have to take a lot of short sleeved shirts; I went to pick my debit card and I bought dollars for my trip to Sao Paulo.
Teeth: CHECK (this happened like 3 hours ago, my mouth hurts a little)
Scriptures: I didn’t read the whole Book of Mormon in portuguese u.u but it’s okay, I’ll have more time later xD
Worthiness: CHECK :)
Today is my last activity with the YSA people, goodbye.
Thanks for reading!!
1 week!!!! I’m leaving on Tuesday but my mission will start in 1 week, I’m excited :D
Today I bought shirts and other stuff and I’m almost ready!
And I’m sdckcjjddsfeify again and agh.
I’ll be set apart on Monday at 8 pm.
That’s it. Tomorrow I’m going back to Antofagasta.
Bye people <3
Okay, first of all I received my endowments with one of my best friends :) It was an amazing day and I learned a lot! And I did a lot of baptisms. I spent the entire day at the Temple and I feel good~
I’m in Santiago and I have internet! But I won’t get on Tumblr everyday ._. anyway, tomorrow I’ll buy my shirts and everything I need for my mission. Today I received an e-mail… I leave on Tuesday at 8am and I’ll arrive to Santiago (here) from Antofagasta. On Wednesday I’ll fly to Sao Paulo at 12pm, arriving at 5pm approx. Am I excited? YES.
I’m almost there, almost ready, almost leaving, almost serving.
Good night people, and thanks for reading.
EDIT: 19800th post *-* almost reaching my goal.
Not really… well I don’t know xD
I spent an amazing week in Peru with my family, I love them so much. I had an awesome birthday with my family and friends c: (thanks for all your good wishes). And I’ve got beautiful experiences this weekend. First of all, I received all my vaccines, no more pain for my arms c:.
On Saturday I had an interview with my Stake President because of my recommendation for the Temple; we talked about my goals and my mission and he signed it, I can go to the Temple :) but after that interview I started to feel weird, and I decided to call him to explain him why I felt that way (it was because I didn’t feel completely worthy) and we talked almost 10 minutes and he made me feel worthy, new and free. I wanna share a couple of words he said:
- “We are both divine and carnal. We are humans and we can be gods, but we need to experiment afflictions and temptations”
- “You will always feel tempted to do inappropiate things, and those ideas will be in your head, but what happens after you had those thoughts is what matters, what you do with those feelings represent your worthiness”
Those were the most beautiful words in the world for me :)
And today I had an awesome morning at church! I learnt a lot and I blessed the sacraments :’) and the bishop asked me to take the sacraments to some brethren who were sick. I went and I also gave them a blessing of health. Short story: I gave 5 blessings, I blessed 3 times the sacraments and I set apart two sisters with a counselor of the bishopric. This was a spiritual morning.
I feel awesome!!! And I wanna feel this way all the time :B
And I’ll be going to the Temple in 2 hours (it’s in Santiago de Chile, which means 18 hours of traveling by bus) and on Tuesday I’ll receive my endowment :D Tomorrow I’ll know when I’m leaving and skhusdjhsbdfsdhkjkvhn this week will be scyucdbndcjh.
Thanks for reading and thanks for all your help and love!!
As Nephi said:
“And why should I yield to sin, because of my flesh? Yea, why should I give way to temptations, that the evil one have place in my heart to destroy my peace and afflict my soul? Why am I angry because of mine enemy?
Awake, my soul! No longer droop in sin. Rejoice, O my heart, and give place no more for the enemy of my soul.
Do not anger again because of mine enemies. Do not slacken my strength because of mine afflictions.”
I have such beautiful blessings in my life. WHY DO I COMPLAIN?
I feel new, complete and with a new chance to do right things. I’ve failed a little, but there’s always repentance for those mistakes. I love this gospel with all my heart <3
In other news… I’m going to Peru in 1 hour! I’ll be out until Friday (June 22nd, my birthday ;)) so don’t unfollow me because I’m not active xD
Thank you guys for everything, I LOVE YOUUUUU!
(Yes I repeat it, my birthday is on June 22nd :P)
onceshedecidedtofly replied to your post: I feel unworthy
Unfollow everyone who posts porn and stick to relatively safe tags. I doubt you want to do that, but if it comes down to avoiding temptation in the month before your mission vs. blogging the way you want to… what’s more important to you?
Thanks Heather! I’ve been unfollowing who posts porn (well, I don’t follow who has porn on his page xD), but sometimes I miss one and BAM, porn ._. and yeah, about the tags… I used to track the tag “red hair” but not anymore, now I track “emilie autumn” “landscapes” “lana del rey” “mormon” “lds” “endlesslylie” (xd) and “tumblrstake”. I’m doing my best, because I don’t want to leave Tumblr yet :/ It has been my stronger support!
So… does this answer your question? haha c:
I won’t miss my family, internet or my friends. I’ll miss Emilie Autumn.